I never meant to be a punchline Hoping it all fades away In my mind, I'm still a child and I fear That I'll always be this way Rather not be reminded Better off staying silent I'm wandering through the rain Bewildered by the beauty and the pain Later in life To realize is sharpening a knife ♪ If I make it 'til the morning Guess I could give it another try Feelings flood beneath the surface of my smile But my pills won't let me cry Light of day leaves me blinded They're calling me double-minded I'm wandering through the rain Bewildered by the beauty and the pain Later in life To realize is sharpening a knife