Hold my breath and count to ten Forgetting how to breathe again I can't watch you slip right through my hands Fingers that are cold as ice I'm following my own advice Sometimes even I don't understand I don't wanna hurt you But I can't let you go and hurt myself no more No you don't deserve to If you'd only known how to wake again And I will try to find a way To feel sorry for your heart I wish you didn't have to leave without me I don't know how to restart my days Every second, every hour, every way Every minute that was ours But know that I will try to find a way To feel sorry for your heart I left you with your broken wings Hoping you could fly again Didn't know the pills have eased your pain So much that I haven't planned Memories from the back of my hands Why'd you leave? I'm trying to understand Am I a blur to you? Am I vanished from your vision No I don't want to lose Feeling helpless when you try to breath again And I will try to find a way To feel sorry for your heart I wish you didn't have to leave without me I don't know how to restart my days Every second, every hour, every way Every minute that was ours But know that I will try to find a way To feel sorry for your heart