I need something Maybe just someplace to go Because who we were then feels like a lifetime ago I bite my tongue and now i speak in whispers I swear to god it's so familiar I misplaced the thorn in my side The wound's not healed But it's less fresh with time You can plant the roots but the thoughts still wander Its faces change but it's the same monster So did you call because you wanted to talk to me Or was it just that you know that I'm the only one who's not asleep I could write a book of reminders To break a promise or two Do I still speak with the same voice you remember I used to I swear I can speak I just don't know what to say The fragile words that your heart spills To some just ring out of tune Like sentiment of a moment passed I never held on to I swear I can speak I just don't know what to say Do you feel alone now Did you make that house a home Remember when we'd find ourselves with nowhere to go I'm saving face but I feel so see through Like how you hide your scars with tattoos Contentious years can teach you so many things Like how to fight but not how to fix anything I didn't find relief in distance I just read the words as they were written So did you call because you wanted to talk to me We're tethered we falter so please don't even bother Or was it just that you know that I'm the only one who's not asleep I could write a book of reminders To break a promise or two Do I still speak with the same voice you remember I used to I swear I can speak I just don't know what to say The fragile words that your heart spills To some just ring out of tune Like sentiment of a moment passed I never held on to I swear I can speak I just don't know what to say I could write a book of reminders To break a promise or two Do I still speak with the same voice you remember I used to I swear I can speak I just don't know what to say The fragile words that your heart spills To some just ring out of tune Like sentiment of a moment passed I never held on to I swear I can speak I just don't know what to say