Reckless, manic Fucking erratic Reckless, manic I am so sick Fucked up In so many ways, not a victim I'm just causing the pain Long nights, wide eyed Why have I lost my mind Reckless, manic Fucking erratic Reckless, manic (I'm fucking erratic) What you know about a life of misery Another person dead to me What you know about a life of agony Six feet deep What I teach is pure hypocrisy This goes beyond insanity Preaching a life of misery Six feet deep Don't help me Throw it in your face Stuck in my ways Swear that I won't change Lose my shit, any minute I am insane Fucked up in the brain My own enemy It's so damn hard to sleep Fighting my self The urge every day I'll blow out my brains What you know about a life of misery Another person dead to me What you know about a life of agony Six feet deep What I teach is pure hypocrisy This goes beyond insanity Preaching a life of misery Six feet deep I just want to sleep my whole damn life away Coz' when I wake it's the same shit every day I can't think or keep my head straight You can't escape You think your safe There's no escaping this pain Disdain Death Can't keep my fucking head straight My grave Waits Watch as I wither and I'll watch you shiver I can't resist Pulling the trigger I need a bullet in my head Boom