I hear my father calling and he wanna bring me home
I know my death is coming so I gotta let you go
And I been tryna find the answers of the life I know
But I keep coming back to Heaven and the fucking road
And all these n***** try to get me out my fucking zone
I keep on praying for my past and hope my sins atone
These people want me but they never seem to call my phone
And I been thinking to myself that imma die alone
At the alter tryna find my fucking paradise
These n***** playing with me but they finna pay the price
And I was lonely with nobody almost every night
I tell the world that they gon doubt me but I'm certified
I remember when they told me I could fucking die
Now they love me and they saying that I'm fucking fye
They called my music fucking trash and I should never try
And here I am I made it past the fucking suicide
I'm at my funeral watching all the fucking snakes
I know I'm dreaming but I feel like I been wide awake
I made a legacy and I could never catch a break
They never cared about me they just want the fucking bank
Here I am
Watching all my family cry
Be a man
I don't wanna fucking die
Here again
Baby know I fucking lied
Feeling damned
I don't wanna be alive
I hear my father calling and he wanna bring me home
I know my death is coming so I gotta let you go
And I been tryna find the answers of the life I know
But I keep coming back to Heaven and the fucking road
And all these n***** try to get me out my fucking zone
I keep on praying for my past and hope my sins atone
These people want me but they never seem to call my phone
And I been thinking to myself that imma die alone
At the alter tryna find my fucking paradise
These n***** playing with me but they finna pay the price
And I was lonely with nobody almost every night
I tell the world that they gon doubt me but I'm certified
I remember when they told me I could fucking die
Now they love me and they saying that I'm fucking fye
They called my music fucking trash and I should never try
And here I am I made it past the fucking suicide
I'm at my funeral watching all the fucking snakes
I know I'm dreaming but I feel like I been wide awake
I made a legacy and I could never catch a break
They never cared about me they just want the fucking bank
Here I am
Watching all my family cry
Be a man
I don't wanna fucking die
Here again
Baby know I fucking lied
Feeling damned
I don't wanna be alive