I must've had my eyes closed
If you can't see it, it can't hurt you, right?
It's like it's built in, this instinct
To disconnect and run and hide
When I thought about the damage you could do to me I panicked
All I did was push you away
And every time you pulled me in I found a way to run again
That was my biggest mistake
You were holding the missing pieces I didn't know I needed
I'm kicking myself for how long it took for me to see it
And Looking back at it now every single sign was there
I hate to admit it but I was immature and scared
I kept you at a distance, oh but now I regret it
If I could go back and change it
I would in a second
I should've told the whole world
Screamed it from the top of my lungs that you were mine
I should've let my guard down
Then we never would have wasted so much time
When I think about the reasons for the space I put between us
I'd do anything to take it back
You shouldn't of had to fight for things that should've come so easily
I wish I'd never put you through that
'Cause you were holding the missing pieces I didn't know I needed
I'm kicking myself for how long it took for me to see it
And Looking back at it now every single sign was there
I hate to admit it but I was immature and scared
I kept you at a distance, oh but now I regret it
If I could go back and change it
I would in a second
In the blink of an eye
In an instant
I'd fix it
Give you everything
You deserved all along
No hesitation
No over thinking
You were holding the missing pieces I didn't know I needed
I'm kicking myself for how long it took for me to see it
And Looking back at it now every single sign was there
I hate to admit it but I was immature and scared
I kept you at a distance, oh but now I regret it
If I could go back and change it, I would
I kept you at a distance, oh but now I regret it
If I could go back and change it
I would in a second