Every time I make a break through Its 'cause I fall flat on my face It has to be the rubble That puts me in my place I learn from my mistakes If it all Opportunities and ruins Only learn if I stumble and fall So if you dont mind if I just Sit around and watch The birds fly over My pointless thoughts Maybe then They'll stop But it's not that simple I can't Just turn off Yes I'm always searching For something wrong Yes something less Something I can run from Something I can't see Something I'm afraid of Something inside me Something dangerous Something has it's hands on me So I let it go I take it down (?) Just to know that there's something small That I can try and control Or should I just stop And count Well, the things That are going well for me That I don't always see Until it's too late Before I start to blame you (Before I start to blame you) For my mistakes I should calculate my blessings And figure out my place So if you dont mind if I just Sit around and watch The birds fly over My pointless thoughts Maybe then they'll stop