I've been crooked
But I ain't no crook
I've been lookin'
But it don't look good
I've been fighting with myself
For way too long
Wasted so much time on the thought
I was too far gone
Been draggin' myself through mud
I fucked it up
I've been way too, way too
I've been so caught up
I've been wasted on my problems
And my past
I don't need no one's advice
I did not ask
All I need is time
It wants me dead
All I need is time
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
I got all caught up like I do
I went all-in, nothin' new
I throw pennies in wells, what the hell?
I've got wishes like everyone else
I've got demons, demons I fight
I've got reasons, reasons I might
Life is precious, deadly I do
I've been runnin', I've been runnin' on fumes
Takin' my time with time
Can't fuck this up (can't fuck this up)
I got my friends, they all got heart
They're full of love (they're full of love)
Say it with your chest
So don't you dare say shit at all (say shit at all)
We all need friends, I got your back
I'll catch your fall (I'll catch your fall)
Don't you feel it too? It wants me dead
There's always been an existential dread that lives rent-free
Inside my head ain't got me yet!
(Ain't got me yet!)
Did you think that I was running?
I cross my heart and close my eyes
There's a million ways to die
(Ain't got me yet!) Ain't got me yet!
All I need is time
It wants me dead
All I need is time
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
It wants me dead
I've been crooked
But I ain't no crook
I've been lookin'
But it don't look good
I've been fighting with myself
For way too long
Wasted so much time on the thought
I was too far gone