Barbecues and summer silhouettes I put my dreams on reset Raise my hands to cover up my eyes It's not the first time I've fell behind No one cares about me Everything makes me angry And I can't think about anything else anything else Holidays and weekend dinner plans I'm in between I'm on the fence Run away from everything I know I've got to go there's a lump in my throat No one cares about me Everything makes me angry And I can't think about anything else anything else Are you being yourself Are you being real It's getting harder to tell What am I supposed to feel Innocence and finding your own way I took a chance I didn't stay Time alone to reflect on where I've been It's so damn hard I have so many questions No one cares about me Everything makes me angry And I can't think about anything else anything else Are you being yourself Are you being real It's getting harder to tell What am I supposed to feel Band-Aids and bruises With no more excuses With nothing to lose let's just get lost Taking control of those who we've once loved It's a vicious cycle