Desperately I chase this drug
Lately I've been so wrong
Downward spiral so much blood for such a tiny little hole
I give it all
But I've been so wrong
Vicious strikes to my body
Live young, die for money
Unconsciousness copying the impulses that leave me useless
Emotionless breathing heaviness
Painting with red
My head's mess
Should I talk about
What have I become now?
A yonker with emotional dependence?
A walking paradox?
No more future
Only broken dreams and toxic smithereens
Such a loser
I wanna crawl back
I will crawl back in
No more future
I belong to hate
Nothing you can't face
In fact this is my pain
Core breaks in
Breaking my skin
Desperately I chase this drug
Lately I've been so wrong
Downward spiral so much blood for such a tiny little hole
I give it all
But I've been so wrong
Vicious strikes to my body
Live young, die for money
Desperately I chase this drug
Lately I've been so wrong
Downward spiral so much blood for such a tiny little hole
I give it all
But I've been so wrong
Vicious strikes to my body
Live young, die for money
Who has the answers to ease my curiosity?
Alone in a room decorated with anxiety
Ain't nobody that sees me
Ain't nobody listening to me
Ain't nobody to save me
Just the perfect way to fade
All these decisions you make are doomed to get lost in the rain
Lost in the rain
Make a move
The day has come
The day where the ones you keep blind have realize
Your grave is iced
Suddenly you're starving and dying
I belong to hate
Nothing you can't face
In fact this is my pain
Core breaks in
Breaking my skin
I belong to hate
Nothing you can't face
In fact this is my pain
Core breaks in
Breaking my skin
Desperately I chase this drug
Lately I've been so wrong
Downward spiral so much blood for such a tiny little hole
I give it all
But I've been so wrong
Vicious strikes to my body
Live young, die for nothing
I belong to hate
Nothing you can't face
In fact this is my pain