Longing for what comes next but still I dread Leaving what's been I'm struggling to balance both One is all I really know And one is everything I don't Jumping back and forth between The whirring of my fan And a breath of brand new air What's in the rearview Can't be what's ahead I should just embrace it And I've been longing For what comes next but still I dread Leaving what's been Longing For what's next But dread Leaving what's been I'm longing for what's next But dread Leaving what's been