I don't wish for death I don't really want to die I just sometimes want to know How it feels not to be alive Take a step outside my shell just to take a look around and tell How small I really am compared to what's out there I know I'll never know So I'll just stand and stare Yeah I'll just stand and stare With no clue what's going on And no clue what to do about it Will I ever really get a grasp Yeah I really doubt it No doubt about it No way around it