All I ever wanted was to win But Ive lost again I was taught to conquer not forgive I'm held hostage by my sins All I ever wanted was to be What you wanted from me I was told to honour not believe In myself I can't be free Im agnostic im a fraud Not a prophet or a god I've adopted all the scars of a life I can't discard Oh What does it mean to win Oh no I can be more than his Hero I've been walking with soldiers for slaughter I've been holding back tyrants and kings Where's the heralds of fortune and prosper Cause I'm down in the mud while they sing Will I falter Will I win Burn the tapestries apathys in Im a hero my prisons my skin Burn the tapestries apathys in All I ever wanted was to choose Whether I win or lose I was taught to counter the accused I tread lightly in their shoes I'm accosted by the guards While they profit from my scars If apostles count the starts Will they capture when I fall Oh What does it mean to win Oh no I can be more than his Hero I've been talking with captives who falter I've been holding back liars with rings Wheres the heralds of famine and torture Cause I'm down in the mud while they swing Will I falter Will I win Burn the tapestries apathys in Im a hero my prisons my skin Burn the tapestries apathys in I've been walking with soldiers for slaughter I've been holding back tyrants and kings Where's the heralds of fortune and prosper Cause I'm down in the mud while they swing Will I falter Will I win Burn the tapestries apathys in Im a hero my prisons my skin Burn the tapestries apathys in