Am I paranoid 'Cause I smoke too much Drink too much I avoid The love and the lust From the girls and boys 'Cause they like to fight Like to fuck I destroy the ones that I trust I can barely breathe And I panic too easily Oh what I need is to relax Take it easy Watch me collapse When I fall I fall deep If I relapse Please believe me I wish I Had fallen asleep Am I insecure 'Cause I know too much Think too much I adore The pain and rush From the girls and boys 'Cause they like to fight Like to fuck I enjoy the ones that I crush I can barely breathe And I panic too easily Oh what I need is to relax Take it easy Watch me collapse When I fall I fall deep If I relapse Please believe me I wish I Had fallen asleep Oh I can't rely On my own mind Don't you think that I have tried Can't deny the disease I got Oh I can't rely On my own mind Something inside me has died I'll be fine I know what I need is to relax Take it easy Watch me collapse When I fall I fall deep If I relapse Please believe me I wish I Had fallen asleep Got to relax Take it easy Watch me collapse When I fall I fall deep If I relapse Believe me I wish I Had fallen asleep