Back when my feelings were as new as my highlights You were as cool as the air In cities, I dreamed about Now I've moved on to someone softer than I'd like They use their words how you used your knives Shake me like a dream And a nightmare In the middle of the night And I don't know what it means But I know I'm scared And I can't put up a fight These days all I think about is you and the city I'm from And the things we went through You shake me like a dream And a nightmare You're my terror Someone's always there No one ever knows Back when my feelings were for boys with fast metabolisms Substance was something to abuse A part of me will always be in your magnetism You're something I cannot refuse There's something about a person no one really knows Everybody thinks they do, but they don't Tell me what you love, tell me what you hate Tell me what you're trying to escape Tell me if it's drugs, tell me if its fate When you look at me that way