Yeah, Real This Can't Be Life Life is a gift That's why I'm living in the present Just listen See, I ain't been the happiest I'll give my heart to embark this pursuit of happiness Too much is happening I'm looking back on the past I start panicking I really can't be that again I'm barely managing I didn't fathom this The odds were bet against me Who been gambling? I paint the perfect picture I been canvassing I wont make it in this business I'm too talented Breaking down these walls It's been challenging When it rain it pours See, I've been battling With these loose screws That need fastening I boxed away some things like a cabinet I hate I'm stagnant I've been stuck in this spot Tryna figure out a move like paralysis I don't know what else to do like graduate I just gotta live my truth I'm too passionate This can't be life If it is, I'm still grateful Hitting rock bottom It'll change you Ain't a thing in this world that I can't do See my life through my eyes Peep my angle This can't be life Nah, this can't be life This can't be life Nah, this can't be life Created something outta nothing like an alchemists I'm looking for my next shot like I'm Malcolm X Who woulda ever guessed, I would surmount to this I did some stuff in my past, I ain't proud of it Imma always be my name The rest counterfeit I tried to charge it to the game The checked bounced again Hate I'm swimming in these worries I might drown again I'll show my range like curry I was bound to win It's getting hard And, the pressure heavy See, I've been tired Who's gon really spare me From these thoughts From these tears From these fears From my anger From myself From my peers Many years spent unhappy I was kinda hopeless I drove myself crazy A lot was riding on me This time I gotta make it Ive been plotting on it I'm kicking every door down They aint tryna open The one's that wrote me off Pray they aint write in ink I watched the closest disappear in the slightest blink I was homeless last month I house a lot of things So if I'm ruthless Please excuse me I aint tryna be Life's confusing Hear my music Here's a side of me I'm improving Hid the truth Deep inside of me I've been through it And I'm viewing Who gon ride for me Imma prove it It's no time It's my time, you'll see This can't be life If it is, I'm still grateful Hitting rock bottom It'll change you Ain't a thing in this world that I can't do See my life through my eyes Peep my angle This can't be life Nah, this can't be life This can't be life Nah, this can't be life Real