Spending days in monotony In a city that's forgotten me Making calls with uncertainty And my partners are deserting me And every picture that I sell Keeps some water in the well And now I'm paying bills to pass the time And what the fuck is time? I am only what I choose to read about Calling Saint James 'cause he needs to hear about Where you've gone And how long ♪ Got up feeling we're an only child (we're an only child) Precious flower, let your weeds grow wild (let your weeds grow wild) More medication shuffle in my brain (in my brain) I've had my fill, and I still complain All the triggers that I pull, used to feel so wonderful And now I'm paying bills To pass the time And what the fuck is time? I am only what I choose to read about You're calling Saint James 'cause he needs to hear about Where you've gone And how long Gonna hear about Where you've gone And how long Gonna hear about He gonna hear about