Most of life felt like I was just viewing it
Thought maybe I can't help to feel this way
Been thinkin' and not doing shit
Close the blinds, drowning out light
Used to lie to satisfy all desire left of dreaming this
I can't explain my feelings and if I could I wouldn't try
Got a thousand of reasons for things I ought to keep inside
Blow up my consciousness when the devil picks apart
My mind knows what's up, so I just gotta prepare
One day I'll maybe break, my bloodstreams flowing with change
My fucking sanity's drained, so I'm just running away
And I keep running away
And I keep running away
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From the outside no one knows me
Still I can't find a reason or give a shit to let them all in
Sick inside from not feeling free
Some might say I got a lot
Spend all my cheques not ballin'
Keep drowning in my thoughts
They're eating me alive
I pulled the final straw
Guess I'll have to compromise with what's in front of me
The more that I see, it isn't all grey
Not staying around, I'll go my own way
I can't explain my feelings and if I could I wouldn't try
Got a thousand of reasons for things I ought to keep inside
Blow up my consciousness when the devil picks apart
My mind knows what's up, so I just gotta prepare
One day I'll maybe break, my bloodstreams flowing with change
My fucking sanity's drained, so I'm just running away
And I keep running away
And I keep running away
(Running away, running away)
Don't fret, it already happened
Blow up thoughts that I don't want without a gas can
Sometimes I don't stand a chance against my own head
Looks like I might have to light up a match again
I can't explain my feelings and if I could I wouldn't try
Got a thousand of reasons for things I ought to keep inside
Blow up my consciousness when the devil picks apart
My mind knows what's up, so I just gotta prepare
One day I'll maybe break, my bloodstreams flowing with change
My fucking sanity's drained, so I'm just running away
And I keep running away
And I keep running away
(Running away)