They be asking me like, "Rob... how'd you make it high?
Chasin' music as a job without suicide?"
I molded, made the money make me blind
'Cause all I see is pain when I'm inside
Then they say to me like, "Rob... so your Jeykll Hydes?
We've never seen you sob why you tellin' lies?"
I got dollar signs glued to my eyes
Now the paper absorbs all my cries
Bitch I been the man all switched
Defending plenty plans on my list
Don't Gucci Fendi bands bitch I flip
Fam hope they understand all my risks
Cuz my uncle said
That I abandoned fam
Where that come from?
I don't call enough I'm sorry but I can't
My bad
I'm just not where I expected in my plans
Didn't wanna call until I felt more like the man
Damn...
Made this song for you so you knew
I ain't even started yet!
Got a couple things I'm working through
I ain't even started yet!
I got lots of shit on my to-do
I'm just about to flex!
Lots of other shit it don't include
My plan is to be the best!
I just need for you to know the truth
I ain't even started yet!
I just figured you could use the news
I'm just about to flex!
"Not asking a dime or a god damn thing from the kid... you know, I believed in him...
I BELIEVED IN HIM!"
"Why are you so freakin' pissed?"
If I had a genie
Wish you could see me
At my peak and ceiling
I keep on reachin'
And my life is speedin'
And I'm barely sleeping
Just keep believin'
'Cuz you give me meaning
You need to know somethin'
I'm deep down crumblin'
Just trying not to plummet, Rob keeps on running
Why don't you ask Aunt Susie when I said I'm rushin'
Tryin' make my merch store and let ya'll run it
So you can quit your day jobs that feel soul crushin
Every day that pass by now I feel so dumb
And then the pressure on me make me sick to my stomach
Shit keep comin' back like I got bad plumbin'
FUCK!
You was sayin' shit like, "Rob, boy we sacrificed!
You were a damaged child, and it stole our life!"
Why you think I'm cursed with all this drive?
(All this drive...)
To where I'd rather work than sleep at night?!
(Every night...)
And I was kinda shocked 'cause I offered flights
Another thing Aunt Susie didn't mention right?
You said now I'm in LA I'm that type
Of course I changed 'cuz if you don't you die
Made this song for you so you knew
I ain't even started yet!
Got a couple things I'm working through
I ain't even started yet!
I got lots of shit on my to-do
I'm just about to flex!
Lots of other shit it don't include
My plan is to be the best!