I only want what I cannot have Seeing a rose for the thorns in my hand It's beautiful When the blood pools You have a love that I disobeyed I thought I could play a waiting game It's torturous For one of us For now, I will let you go For now, I will let you go I admire you from where I'm safe It's strange, but I like the pain Unrequited love Is my desired love For now, I will let you go For now, I will let you go I can't keep holding out For your reach to pull me down While I'm ashamed of my mistake To find someone to fill your place I can't keep holding out For your reach to pull me down While I'm ashamed of my mistake To find someone to fill your place What will I become