I got a past, foot on the gas Ain't nobody going be sending me help Pour up a glass, roll up the grass At this rate know I'm killing my health Hate when she ask, think she attached I be nervous that it's all for the wealth Hard to trust with the cards I've been dealt I've been numb, went through August ain't felt a thing I know brodie been talking them wedding rings Hard to focus on love when you carry the belt Hard to care for another, I don't care for myself All of my love, know it's there on a shelf Stealth moving, I be stuck on the belt cruising I got goals that I held, bruising Self proving, I don't do this for nobody Man I feel like the old Gotti It was 06, remember the snowfall People throwing them cold bricks They don't know heaven Pay the bond, double 0 7 Never know where the flow heading I was I was dreaming it clear I was singing the blues Split like a spare I ain't leaving no clues What's your life like Lemme hop up on the mic right quick I done seen my dogs fight Mike Vick How's your life been I've been dreaming that it all might end No, I can't seem to find my friends Heard the price changed I can never do the right thing On a quest for the right name Niggas bee's in the trap I can never let flees on the map Homie, think he OD'd in the back I was grieving a lot Only 13 but in shock So many things we seen on the block They was screaming for more Seen homie turn a fiend if it's pure Too many rough scenes to ignore Losing my purity Think this life been infused with obscurity News never worry me I've been singing the blues for maturity Singing the blues Aim for the masses like we in the pews Read em the news Homie got killed over sneakers, some shoes I know some people still breathing through tubes Out with the tom while his opps on a cruise Read it and weep So many follow forgetting they sheep I'm like Apollo when I'm on a beat Flow like a butterfly, call me Ali All he needed was some time All I needed was to find The meaning of clarity I know some people who care for me I got some symptoms they barely see I got writings on the wall Think I'm bouta fall Fighting through withdrawals Tell me who to call Will you be my friend When the story ends When the war begins Sailing through the wind When I'm all alone When I call your phone When I'm not as strong Singing on a song Singing on the blues Never with the rules Ain't no way we lose I've been on the run Chasing on the sun Tell when to come (Blues blues blues blues blues blues) (Blues blues blues blues blues blues) I got a past, foot on the gas Ain't nobody going be sending me help Pour up a glass, roll up the grass At this rate know I'm killing my health Hate when she ask, think she attached I be nervous that it's all for the wealth Hard to trust with the cards I've been dealt I've been numb, went through August ain't felt a thing I know brodie been talking them wedding rings Hard to focus on love when you carry the belt Hard to care for another, I don't care for myself All of my love, know it's there on a shelf Stealth moving, I be stuck on the belt cruising I got goals that I held, bruising Self proving, I don't do this for nobody Man I feel like the old Gotti It was 06, remember the snowfall People throwing them cold bricks They don't know heaven Pay the bond, double 0 7 Never know where the flow heading I was I was dreaming it clear