Got myself a brand new necklace
Had to check if it was tight enough
And it was tight enough
I tried to kick the chair but it didn't want to move
So I cut myself down hoped my hoodie hit the bruise
And damn, that was almost five years ago
Five years since the last time I tried
If I'll be honest I still think about it all the time
All I want to do is live but I'm dying inside
But you can still look- look for me
In the crowds, In the crowds as you walk through life
As you walk, yeah
But you can still look- look for me
In the crowds, In the crowds as you walk through life
As you walk, yeah
Tell me, tell me, tell me won't you tell me what you want from me?
I got something special, don't you act like it was just a dream
I know I will need to move, otherwise we couldn't breathe
Feel like I've been getting lazy either way that's what it seems
Well fuck If I know?
Hit me with a better reason to be giving it ago
I never wanted to believe that I was in a hole
Everything I really wanted wasn't ever home
Would I find time to be on my own?
Could I write "Why?" if it's all my show?
Could I lie when I want mine
When the wrong light got a right shine?
I guess I'm gone
But you can still look- look for me
In the crowds, In the crowds as you walk through life
As you walk, yeah
But you can still look- look for me
In the crowds, In the crowds as you walk through life
As you walk, yeah