The lord finally opened up to me It's hard to sense, it's hard to feel anything I bent the arm to bloom every hour with the rhythm Constantly, I found my peace to allow the worst come You're still feeling the same between the blades How am I supposed to any feel love again? I don't want to look I just want to heal In the mourning I don't want to look I just want to heal In the mourning I don't want to look I just want to heal In the mourning I don't want to look I just want to heal In the mourning I don't want to look I just want to heal I don't want to look I just want to heal