I try to not lie Got me thinkin' about myself 'Bout myself I try to not cry Got me doubtin' myself Doubtin' myself I don't know why I even try I even try I don't know why I even try I even try I don't see I find A way out my mind Out my mind It's just a matter of dimes Before it's the end Before it's time I don't know why I even try I even try I don't know why I even try I even try