In the middle of nowhere I'm so lonely as lonely as lonely can be Everything's so dark, no I don't know my self anymore Blinded by the light that I didn't choose It's all just simply so bad When the time has come to scratch my head I feel that I'm already dead There was a time I destroyed myself Just to have a little shut down time I won't be sorry, baby I won't feel sorry for the shit I've done Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go Go, go, go away from all this misery And go go go! I want everything in life I do I want it now, it is true I won't break down and cry And see my self lay down and die There's no truth there are no lies Everybody's still got friends to anybody else And so what else? I believe in the new beginning Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go Excuse me for being in your life I still got a long way to go I gotta go I gotta go I gotta go I gotta go