Why you never took what I said? Your ego never can't be going down I'm holding on, holding on these side And everytime you'd make mistake It's suffering for me to keep it low Im lost and I aint gonna lie this hurts And one thing I could say to you I feel enough, Can I go? No one will ever know So complicated But I wish I Can start over a new road Even if I die alone Stuck on my own ways You wanna know why? I don't get your feelings Cause I got rewind I can't reach the ceiling Lemme tell you I won't reminisce I ain't falling down for you no more again Fantasizing with my alibis Tryna get it right when you left me I, self-destructive but i dont know what ive done I might kill for something I don't stand for none As you can see and dive deep inside In the rabbit hole, you just sit and whine "I mean, she called me hoe" Yeah they be lookin low Wearin fake designers from their head to toe For the worst or the better Worst better Never have i ever give a fuck about the things you show Little white lies can't cover snow Hope you can see me with my demons now Selling my soul for your reasons, I I feel enough, Can I go? No one will ever know So complicated But I wish I Can start over a new road Even if I die alone Stuck on my old ways You wanna know why? I don't get your feelings Cause I got rewind I can't reach the ceiling