I think my heart wants
What my mind can't take
Could it get any more complicated
I hear these walls talk
To me every day
They keep on telling me I'm gonna make it
Every time I look for answers I just find more questions
I tell myself I'm trying my best
Every time I open up I learn the same damn lesson
That I really need to do it less
Like whoa
Push me to the edge I go
Wait until the end you'll know
Everything that's in my soul
Parts of me I can't control
These thoughts inside my head go rogue
I try to stop them with the smoke
Cloudy now I feel them both
I don't think I'm in control
Ah shit, what
I woke up today and felt nauseous
Drinking until I'm unconscious
Wonder if I should be cautious
I wanted something but not this
Not this look
But that's what it took
All these thoughts could write a book
But nobody would read it
Yeah nobody would care
I know it would be easy
If I just never shared
Cause every person that I tell
Always says farewell
I'm back in my shell
Like whoa
Push me to the edge I go
Wait until the end you'll know
Everything that's in my soul
Parts of me I can't control
These thoughts inside my head go rogue
I try to stop them with the smoke
Cloudy now I feel them both
I don't think I'm in control
These thoughts inside my head go rogue
I try to stop them with the smoke
Cloudy now I feel them both
I don't think I'm in control
Like whoa
I don't think I'm in control
Like whoa