My city getting darker everytime i come around
I'm not materialistic but i feel lost and found
I could talk about my past but it is over now
I'm not the type to petty beef i'd rather talk it out
I know my sister being worried asking me alot
Why i'm silent recently and i don't open up
It's cause of traumas and lessons they said to suck it up
Every move i make today my brudda could be fucking up
I ain't even capping rapping made me never lacking
Talking bout the drugs and stacking but we know you ain't
savage
My dad know how to manage
Me and him we doing damage
I know they want the keto diet but they eating cabbage
Man are flexing on their insta, they ain't even grinding
They want the spotlight but their grind ain't even worth a signing
Twenty man are messaging me with revenge and fighting
Twenty dogs cause they all bark but they don't do the biting
It's been a minute yeah my feelings they ain't hurting me
I can never take em serious cause they turn on me
You say your shottin' but your mortage talking differently
I bet your parents talk to you and say to look at me
That therapy that i be needin' that's still on my mind
Every night i'm overthinking looking at the sky
Everyday the message shorter make the convo light
When i start the convo now see then my heart will hide
Am i overthinking life or maybe am i right?
See like her pussy and my circle wanna keep it tight
I am a keeper but the shot's are getting blocked van dijk
Bringing chocolates to a girl while i was on a bike
See the effort i put in it's never Fifty Fifty
Don't assume you can take it if you will never give me
I could turn into a prick but i ain't got that in me
I know my family every step i take they going with me
I can't even lie my bro i thought of suicide
Luckily i got my fam and bro they treat me right
I need sort it out cause i still feel alone at night
I try to say i did my best but then i feel i lied
Are we getting older tell me are we slowly dying
I'm so sorry for my pillow he saw only crying
I'm on a journey to myself i hope i find it now
I know my mumzy in heaven she cry and smiling now