I can only speak on matters of my own heart The world I know will disappear Have I done enough to warrant this life Is it all enough for them Will I look back and see I was a failure A disappointing waste I hope you see with all my heart I truly care I push and pull searching for every answer Playing a game I can never win I pour everything I have in this life But it seems its never enough They deserve the world but I fall short every single time Everyday I fight with this thought God I hope I don't fuck this up I constantly battle this misconception That everything I do is not enough I know I do my best and try to do what's right But this feeling haunts me every fucking day I lay awake at night Tossing and turning from recurring nightmares Why cant I see that this thought of self doubt is tearing me apart There's no give and take nothing in between I hope I don't let them down When I die And 6 feet in the ground Will this have been enough for you