Take off your shoes, it's getting late And you're the reason I don't sleep Willing to give more than I take I'm just a secret that you keep And getting weaker now, you've figured out You've got a hold on me I'd risk my life, drive late at night If it meant sleeping skin on skin You'd turn away, back to my face But I'd be grateful that I'm in The bed of somebody Who tolerates my company There must be something wrong with me To settle so uncomfortably Take my lungs, tie them up That still wouldn't hurt as much As when he lies there, hand in my hair And says, "Of course it isn't love" Laughs then goes, "I thought you'd know" Well, that's a pretty fucked up joke Anyone would wander home But that would mean being alone I'd rather lie there, I'd rather lie there And laugh until I cry there Video games I never play But you've been practising for years Rewatch the films you know I hate I'm certain I could disappear You wouldn't feel a thing, it's strange to think You asked me to be here I'd rearrange entire days Just on the off chance that you're free To lead me on in other ways I shouldn't make it so easy We used to talk for weeks But talking lost its novelty The devil lies on top of me I'd rather that than nobody Take my lungs, tie them up That still wouldn't hurt as much As when he lies there, hand in my hair And says, "Don't go falling in love" Force a smile, "Of course I won't" But that's a pretty fucked up joke Anyone would wander home But that would mean being alone I'd rather lie there, I'd rather lie there And laugh until I cry there Tired eyes I see where this is going, it's too late to drive My weakness is showing, don't act so surprised Just one more night Honestly The hardest part of all of this is watching me Becoming all the things I said I'd never be Oh, honestly