December is coming It's getting dark by 4 There's raindrops on my window And glitter on the floor Mariah on the radio The fire burning bright But my mind is fixed on everything That made me cry last night I don't know why I even try anymore To say I don't miss you when you know that's not true at all So I hope that I don't see you Walking hand in hand Making the memories I wanted to Stealing all my plans I bet that she says she's cold So you lend her that jacket that I used to hold And I bet that you fall in love And I feel like I wasn't enough Again The mulled wine needed drinking And now thanks to you it's all gone So i'm scrolling through your playlist And I'm crying to our song And the pictures that you sent me Did she recreate them too? I wish I could say I deleted them But it's all that I have left of you And snow just isn't the same It's cold and it's painful now And mistletoe just hangs in shame And calls out your name around me So I hope that I don't see you Walking hand in hand Making the memories I wanted to Stealing all my plans I bet that she says she's cold So you lend her that jacket that I used to hold And I bet that you fall in love And I feel like I wasn't enough Again What am I doing thinking 'bout you almost every day? Now that it's over maybe you've told her I'm insane I could do better I should let you go away But I don't know how to lose And I hope that I don't see you Cosy in the cold Singing the carols out of tune And laughing at her jokes I bet that you break her heart And she wonders why this is how her new year starts But maybe you'll still fall in love And I'll still feel like I'm not enough Again Again