I'm in over my head again Trying not to pretend Will this all blow over Why am I always one step behind It happens all of the time It's so complicated It's not gonna be easy But there's one thing I know for sure I can't do this on my own Shit you know I've waited For things to go my way and I've contemplated a million times in my head When you go to sleep do you think of me It's gone yea it's gone away No I just give up and run away L, came along and she picked me up Engulfed in a plastic cup With no direction then She turned on the Best of Me Our song from 2003 From this day forward I Found what I was missing Inspiration to be my best But I can't do this on my own For so many year I've waited Thinking I'm doing alright Watching the world just pass me by Has made it so hard to survive