Do you ever think about the nights when we were young Sleeping on floors just screaming out our lungs It's unironically The life we thought we'd never lead But by now I should have grown up I'm th;e poster child for the one who always mess up I lie in bed awake and think about the good times What can I do that's gonna save me now I wish I had the nerve to say this 10 years ago But it's always just so hard to let things go I can't believe I let you lead me on for way too long Manipulating every single word I said to you I lie in bed awake and think about the worst times What can I do that's gonna save me now I wish I had the nerve to say this 10 years ago But it's always just so hard to let things go I'm going away with nowhere to stay Getting lost learning how to be myself A day a time with nowhere to hide To hell with you and all your wishes