I got an excess of black bile, high irascibility Contemplating checking myself into facility Mental ability clearly affected Deep in the dumps, down and dejected Been in low power mode all year Think it's time to switch up to high gear Ima live 2019 no fear Ima be free this year Ima pick up my head and puff up my chest Step to the frontline, hustle on offense Crumple up anxieties, shoot em into trashbags Hashtag no filter No more diplomatic I'm channeling Illmatic The time has run out, ain't no room for the static Pump up the volume, let it go Past be the past, let's get on with the show I been in low low low low low low low power mode In low power mode Been in low power mode all year Think it's time to switch it up to high gear I been in low low low low low low low power mode In low power mode Been in low power mode all year Think it's time to switch it up to high gear So I slip into a silky world of lavender and lime Where the hide of a drum is beat all the time Carefully remember when I lost my damn mind Went somewhere else, left all my qualities behind Why can't I appreciate the food on my plate? That I have a job and my family is safe That it's only been assault, and never been rape That it's only been discrimination never crimes of hate? How can I ever wear an S on my chest When the weight of the world is keepin me pressed Wear a BP, got that white-hot vibranium Anger and justice all up in my cranium Obama of the gang of em Triple consciousness drive me insanium Fat dab of wax off titanium Why is it so hard to see another point of view Consider hardships other folks been through? I been in low low low low low low low power mode In low power mode Been in low power mode all year Think it's time to switch it up to high gear I been in low low low low low low low power mode In low power mode Been in low power mode all year Think it's time to switch it up to high gear I continue to struggle with this apathetic world As an indigo libra mulatto girl I know i ain't perfect, i mess up all the time It's disconcerting when no one else even tries It bothers me when you call me nice But I ain't nice I recognize all the strife in this life Ay if saying good morning helps you to put down that knife Ima say that shit twice trynna survive every night, know what i'm sayin? It's like, maybe my smile is a defense mechanism Maybe i'm to trynna bridge a schism I'll beat you to your prejudice thoughts and distract you Next thing you know you forgot that i'm Black too I been in low low low low low low low power mode In low power mode Been in low power mode all year Think it's time to switch it up to high gear I been in low low low low low low low power mode In low power mode Been in low power mode all year Think it's time to switch it up to high gear