I've got some friends hooked on Fentanyl
Faded, but they're saying that they're sober
I don't get involved
Hard to judge if you let them fall
What do you say when you feel you've said it all?
And I don't wanna die yet, but I know how I get
When I'm all in my head, wondering if I'm next
I started feeling anxious when I get too close
I've been trying to hide it better, but that shit still shows
Got a demon in my pocket because it gets me high
Everybody's trying to kill each other right outside
Should I go out, too?
No, I'll just stay in my room
With all the words I never said, and things I never did
And told you I would
And all the friends I'm gonna miss
Beause they couldn't handle it
I've got some friends hooked on Adderall
Faded, but they say it's just to get ahead, they're in control
It's not a problem if you're still productive, right?
And if it's working, who the fuck am I to judge it? (Ayy)
Everyone depressed or pretending they're like that's the new Wave, so
I don't know if the ones I love are fucked up
Until it's too late, yeah
Some have overdosed, others don't
But won't grow and die of old age
I just wish I knew what we got into before everything changed
Looking outside, I'm like, fuck it, I tried to be
Part of the plan in your loving society
Until I found out it's all been a lie and the primary
Because of my growing anxiety
Gotta get high to be cool with the fact, my generation is Doomed
I don't wanna play this game, I'll just stay in my room
(Stay in my room, stay in my room)
With all the words I never said and things I never did
And told you I would
And all the friends I'm gonna miss
Because they couldn't handle it
Stuck in my head again with words that I never said
And things that I never did, and told you I would
The time is still better spent, just thinking of friends I miss
Because they couldn't handle it, I wish that you could
Now I don't wanna wake up
When I don't know what to say, yeah
And I don't wanna go outside if I won't see you today
Now I don't wanna wake up
When I don't know what to say, yeah
And I don't wanna go outside if I won't see you today
I've got some friends hooked on Fentanyl
Faded, but they're saying that they're sober
I don't get involved
Hard to judge if you let them fall
What do you say when you feel you've said it all?