Goodbye happiness, yeah Hello loneliness I feel you comin' back to take a hold again My oldest friend I wish you didn't come around so often To steal My happiness And leave me alone again Yeah, they tellin' me love is blinding Ironic, it's songs like binding 'Cause when I lost you, I lost me, don't feel like writing The darkness so inviting There's something wrong inside me I don't fear the pain, I fear the day I stop the fighting It's alright, I'm sure I'll find a way to keep distracted From memoriеs until the ones I hurt have been rеdacted They tellin' me I got trauma That I should look at, don't wanna And lately I'm starting to worry 'Cause I'm 'bout to be the same age my mom was Her first attempt to leave us there in the night When I read the letter that you wrote to us, I cried Realized there isn't heroes in this movie of life With some people barely gettin' by So goodbye happiness, yeah Hello loneliness I feel you comin' back to take a hold again My oldest friend I wish you didn't come around so often To steal My happiness And leave me alone again Yeah, now I got a bottle and bag Tryna medicate out of the lab Runnin' from this and I'm not lookin' back I'm doing a hundred, a gun on the dash Lookin' at my life Judgin' it all, comparin' the post to all of your Highlights It's just a fucking waste of time And all these ciagarettes don't They don't hit the same And all of the resemblance feel like There's nothing left to say And it gets easier to deal with once you lose When you notice your best friend is Gonna be there with you too But he dropped me off at my apartment that night When I got the phone call the next morning, he died I remembered there ain't heroes in this movie of life But I laid there in my bed and cried So goodbye happiness Hello loneliness I feel you comin' back to take a hold again My oldest friend I wish you didn't come around so often To steal my happiness And leave me alone again I feel you comin' back to take a hold of me My oldest friend I wish you didn't come around so often Goodbye happiness, yeah Hello loneliness I feel you comin' back to take a hold again My oldest friend I wish you didn't come around so often