Unwanted, unneeded, and used for parts
No time, no voice, I'm just a thought left out to rot
Unstable, untold, a husk of nothing, I am no one here at all
No heart, no love, I'm undeserving, I'm dispensable I'm lost
Another shot of poison
Another twisted dream
And at the bottom the bottle
I'll find the words that were buried underneath
Why can't I fall asleep?
The truth is sinking in
My words are failing me
I want it to hurt so I'll bite my tongue and spit out blood
Till I'm the one you're thinking of
Why can't you trust in me?
I'll never be enough
No, no I'll never be enough
No, no I'll never be enough
Still damaged, still clinging, the bough breaks and I'm left to fall
No roses, no singing, a mass grave for collateral
If I'm the distance, and I'm the motion
What makes you think that you can bury me?
I'll keep coming back
Why can't I fall asleep?
The truth is sinking in
My words are failing me
I want it to hurt so I'll bite my tongue and spit out blood
Till I'm the one you're thinking of why can't you just trust me?
Unable to hold onto what I've never had before
No closure, unfinished, this is a circle that I navigate myself
Why can't I fall asleep?
Because I can't forgive myself
My words are failing me
And now my mind's become my hell
My mind's become my hell
Unwanted, unneeded, just fucking lost
I'm a husk of nothing, I am no one here at all