No longer can I control my anger It's been too long since I felt like the stranger Sat and stared at these walls so long they became my ceiling How dare you even say you know how I am feeling Why No matter how hard we try we always die No matter how hard I try I always die Why do we create these devious ties Another day living a faithless lie Red lights fiery in my eyes I wanna know how it feels to die Red lights fiery in my eyes I wanna know how it feels to take your life I hope you know that I'm not fine Spending all my time wondering it's like to be fine But I'm not Empty bottles and cigarettes cloud the air that I choke on Ruthless aggressive My life's progression is in reverse is in reverse Ruthless aggressive My life's progression is in reverse