I wish you knew what it was like to be me Everybody constantly dragging me to my knees Something tells me that I'll never be free Always stuck on wishful thinking So sorry dear we are sinking Hold on to what you believe Remember everything This corrupted mind of mine Tormented by this brain of mine My corpse swarmed by flies May this rope embrace me My life's meaning depleted completely This life of mine Tangled in a web of lies How will i survive My life the ultimate price Sweet death tempts me Tell me why i have to live this way I bed for death, peace, silence, immortality I am unbound I am gone I never wanted it to be this way You are the one who made me this way I never wanted it to be this way Now I free the demon inside of me Cant you see, that i am the unholy thing Now i see, i am never free"