Posting on Instagram like it'll make me feel alive
A handful of fake compliments will make it worth my time
So much soul for a grid, a three by five
This amount of insecure should be a crime
Calorie counting
Money is mounting
Got my hair, new nails done too
But I'm bouncing around in my mind
Still hard to find a reason without someone saying I'm right
I bought these converse just for you to compliment me but
You didn't notice
Now I'm feeling kinda empty
What am I supposed to do
To make it through without someone validating every move
I bought these converse just for you to compliment me and
One day you'll notice
But I'm still a little empty
When will I just make it through
And not need someone new?
So tell me what's okay and what's not really cool
I can't post this on Instagram
I took this picture forty times
I don't know what I look like
Think I've really lost my mind
They keep asking how I feel
I say "I'm fine"
Can't you tell by every phone call I've declined?
Follower counting
Self esteem mountains are crumbling down
There's no sound
'Cause at least I look good in their eyes
I try hard to find a reason
Somebody please tell me I'm right
I bought these converse just for you to compliment me but
You didn't notice
Now I'm feeling kinda empty
What am I supposed to do
To make it through without someone validating every move
Maybe these converse wouldn't solve my insecurities
But just a word from you could cover them for, like, two weeks
I wanna let go of this game, this liability
But it's already too late
There's no saving me
I bought these converse just for you
I didn't know what else to do
Been feeling low
I needed artificial fuel
So I bought these converse for you
I bought these converse just for you
I didn't know what else to do
Been feeling low
I needed artificial fuel
So I bought these converse for you