Paralyzed, constant decline
Stabilize, take back what is mine
Constant reminders of why I'm alive
Sick of existing but too afraid to die
Time is moving slower than it ever has
I hope I'll be a better man when the year has past
I'm a shell of my former self
Struggling to cope with the hand I've been dealt
Paralyzed, constant decline
Stabilize, take back what is mine
Constant reminders of why I'm alive
Sick of existing but too afraid to die
Nothing to prove
Unfaltering mental abuse
Everything to lose
I refuse to acknowledge the truth
Bipolar mind
Tell myself that I'm fine
Ties that bind
I have to leave the past behind
Leave the past behind
Fabricated delusion
Mental intrusion
Waste of space
This is not how it ends
I'll ascend from the lowest I've ever been
This is not how it ends
This is not how it ends
This is not how it ends
This is not how it ends