It took ages to realize What's breaking my mind Everything seems to be alright But when I stop kidding myself It's so obvious Sharing a flat with my steady girl Got a job, two dogs, my own little world Maybe that's just what makes me depressed Living a dream doesn't mean it's mine so Where is my dividing line? Reality, hipocrazy, become blurred I can't see if it's me Oh oh oh that's not my life It took quite long to finish that song Meanwhile I got rid of that girl So summer here I come But for some reason there's still Pressure on my chest I'm dying cuz I'm still living in frustration Lying when I say I need no medication I'm incomplete and my sparestore is a mess