To clear the conscience of who I am I break the silence that keeps it all in. I've given everything I wish you knew I did it for me I didn't do it for you I looked her way with x-ray eyes And she looked like she was not even there Preserving the things that I have kept from you Didn't give them away, you had asked me to You're pointing at me, and how do I reply? I smash your fingers, I drag you away I looked her way with x-ray eyes And she looked like she was not even there I cannot deny that I had planned this I only gave til I was done Fallen on me this happy ending I know I was awake and she was numb But when she started to leave, finally started to leave Then she looked like she was not even there.