You ask me if I love you, And I choked on my reply. Id rather hurt you honestly, Than mislead you with a lie. And who am I to judge you, On what you say or do; Im only just beginning, To see the real you. And sometimes when we touch, The honestys too much, And I have to close my eyes and hide. I wanna hold you till I die, Till we both break down and cry; I wanna hold you, Till the fears in me subside. Romance and all its strategies, Leave me battling with my pride. But through the insecurities, Some tenderness surves. I am just another writer, Still trapped within my truth; A hesitant prize fighter, Still trapped within my youth. And sometimes when we touch, The honestys too much, And I have to close my eyes and hide. I wanna hold you till I die, Till we both break down and cry; I wanna hold you, Till the fears in me subside. At times Id like to break you, And drive you to your knees; At times Id like to break through, And hold you endlessly. Sometimes when we touch, The honestys too much, And I have to close my eyes and hide. I wanna hold you till I die, Till we both break down and cry; I wanna hold you, Till the fears in me subside.