I am of an age wide open I am of an age yet to be defined I am living in a novel It is only written in my mind I know I need a new progression Tired of it all sounding the same I'm dying for a new direction Dying for a chance to blow out Wait Try to sit in the middle and always get pushed to the side Just like when I was little discovering that I would die I would die Feeling pretty blue so I go outside Every night when it feels like Everyone is done in by the pain I've gotta stroll out past midnight Gotta stroll out alone again to try to stop a star from burning Try to swim myself to outer space and time You can call or belittle or praise or explain the mistake We keep looking for answers inside so they all sound the same Wake up wake up I wish that I could you know Wake up wake up I could if I would No more wasting time Wake up wake up I wish that I could you know Wake up wake up I could if I would No more wasting time