I don't know where I'm going or where I've been
The difference between love and sin is so hard to see
Or maybe babe I'm just a mess
I hope you know I try my best
To be what you don't see
And if you think that I'm complaining
Then you don't get what I'm saying
Or maybe you don't know me
Kuz as true as day turns night I've never backed down from a fight
From California to Venice, Italy
Yeah it took Xanax, Vodka and a Cheeba Chew
The last time I talked to myself seriously
Is that the problem, or is it therapy
Preserve my thoughts in mason jars
And hide them well like Escobar
Till the day I choose to define their coarse
Kuz though I'll charge my phone here at the bar
And spend a cold night in my car
My nightmares aren't much different than yours
So let's put it all on black, if we lose Its a pity
If we're gana burn a bridge why not destroy the whole city
Its pheromones and dust to dust
Marigolds and wanderlust
And I wouldn't plan to change a damn thing
It felt like I was running in circles to find out who I really wanted to be
It took finding you to see
Darling the rain pours cold but it don't hurt no one
And don't let the sun rising early go and kill our fun
Kuz if you're in doubt
Feeling in danger
Or looking at yourself and seeing a stranger
I hope you know I think of you every night
Here under all the downtown city lights
We think we have it figured out
We think we have it figured out
We think we have it figured out
Till we find out we don't know a thing
Sometimes you don't know who you are
Sometimes you don't know who you are
Sometimes you don't know who you are
But if that time comes I'll tell you everything
I was running in circles to find out who I really wanted to be
It took finding you to see
Darling the rain pours cold but it don't hurt no one
And don't let the sun rising early go and kill our fun
Kuz if you're in doubt
Feeling in danger
Or looking at yourself and seeing a stranger
I hope you know I think of you every night
Here under all the downtown city lights