How did we go from this
To breaking our promises?
You gave me the cold treatment
I told the whole office
My hopes of bliss are gone
There's no solace from dusk to dawn
Nothing else I can do but move on
Although I know it's true, it just feels wrong
Gave me feelings I've rarely known (Oh!)
Now I can barely speak without a trembling tone
Thought it was set in stone, but now my chance is blown
Yeah, my chance is blown
I gave you a phone so that you're not alone
And I've traveled the seven seas
And got many vaccines, was it all meant to be?
That's what you said to me and it was heavenly
If only you knew how much it meant to me
They're haunting me, the memories
They come in waves like the ones that crashed at our feet
Gave you my heart, it left a crack and it's deep
Maybe some time apart from me (Apart from me)
Will remind you of Star City (Of Star City)
And all those precious memories (Those precious memories)
But you'd never remember me (Never remember me)
Look at my heart now
I'll never put my guard down again
What we shared was so special just like rose petals
And I still feel it as the smoke settles
I wonder why you made me take that trip
Never expected it to fade that quick
I can't possibly believe that you faked that shit
Plus I remember the taste of your lips
A hint of vanilla, roaming through the streets of Manila
Sharing your umbrella, my Filipina
Hand in hand at the market, playing games at the arcade
But you became so heartless
The fun we had, it's done, I'm sad
Even used to chat your aunt and dad, it drives me mad
Or was it just a fantasy? I know you were a fan of me
Before we event met, you see, I need to let it rest in peace
Don't you remember back in May
When you were begging me to stay?
We got drunk, you wouldn't stop punching me
Stayed by your side 'til you fell fast asleep
I was so worried, you threw up all over me
And I carried you and I cleaned you like a fucking baby
Still I would've married you as soon as you said yes, but
These memories will stay in Subic Bay, fuck
This is how you thank me, you're against me
Like we were still under the blankets
Or making love in the ocean
Funny how much you fucked with my emotions
I guess one day I had to discover your lies
And this couldn't last
But I was covering your eyes
While you slept on my lap
Riding the bus
Sharing your earbuds, my dear love
Sharing your earbuds, my dear love
Used to make me feel bubbly
And would've drowned in your love
Sometimes it comes with a shove
But you no longer dream of me
When we first met, we were both shy
And later on, you had your first boat ride
Hanging at the beach with the little kids
And I've been sober ever since
I drew your name in the sand
You washed my clothes by hand (Fuck!)
Until the stains faded away like our love
Oh what I'd do to watch it grow again
Just you and me in a tricycle
Didn't know life could be so magical
You know it's true, I slept inside of you
And nothing else mattered besides us two
(Mahal)