Wonder what I've got Under doubt more than not Wonder why I can't Amend my constitution Wonder who I am Becoming a bad person Wonder if I can Find a good solution, oh Have I fucked up my head With all the books that I read Was I too hungry for the truth to find you Wonder why I've lost my wonder Why the ship is going under Wonder why the wonder died in me Wonder what comes next Opposite of annexed Wonder if I'll stay Pretend everything's okay Oh I can't 'Cause I'm not the same Are we just beggars All hanging on for a little piece of bread That's not coming around And it's been too long Since I have tasted wine Not spoiled by the ghosts inside my head And I've seen good people die While I've been barely alive And I can't live another minute If I'm in it just to live a lie Wonder why I've lost my wonder Why the ship is going under Wonder why I've lost all my wonder Why the night has got my number Wonder why the wonder died in me And all I can say is something inside me has suddenly changed But I'll take the blame Since I was raised to embrace my shame And I've seen good people die While I've been barely alive And I can't live another minute If I'm in it just to live a lie Cause I've seen good people die While I've been barely alive And I can't live another minute If I'm in it just to live a lie Wonder why I've lost my wonder Why the ship is going under Wonder why I've lost all my wonder Why the night has got my number Wonder why the wonder died in me Wonder why the wonder died in me