The faster I find the bottom The sooner I turn it around It seems as though I've forgotten just how far down I can go in an instant And I can take you there I can take all my friends and family and I won't care 'Cause I have the most reckless heart when I try And I have the most beautiful darkside I need to find some meaning Something true to believe in 'Cause left to my own devices The beautiful darkside wins The beautiful darkside wins Always one for a good time Always one for extremes Until the fabric of life starts tearing at the seams And I can never remember When it started to turn I just simply forget all of the things I've learned Someday I will die Could be today or tonight The truth Is I'm terrified That I have wasted time Have I just wasted time? 'Cause I have the most reckless heart when I try And I have the most beautiful darkside I need to find some meaning Something true to believe in I'm terrified of seeing The beautiful darkside win The beautiful darkside win