I left a note on the table, I hope it finds you well I hope you don't hurt like you did, 'cause I'd just blame myself And I know its for me that I'm out on these streets bleeding nightly for these people I meet But its you who I long for when I cannot sleep Its enough it could drive me to drink And I am almost nowhere and I'm getting there fast You're the hope in my cold stare You're the drink in my hand When I picked up you broke into tears You said you weren't busy enough I still don't know why you need me And my broken down love With each second that ticks your voice rings in my ears and the memories flood back from all of our years And I tell you its ok, there's nothing to fear And I secretly hope I am right I left you last week and you told me, "Go on and follow your dreams," I think about that lately, still I don't know what it means Because you're what I dream of when I wake alone, as I drift away as we talk on the phone, you're what I want and that's all I know And I still just can't wait to get home